Jai Guru Deva Om...

Jai Guru Deva Om... http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/ I will always be the virgin-prostitute, the perverse angel, the two-faced sinister and saintly woman. I suffered deeply from my own forwardness as a woman. As a man, I would have been glad to have what I desired. You are the man who is the axis of my world.He is angry at the amorality of women like myself. He himself practices all the disloyalties, all the treacheries, but the faithlessness of a woman hurts him. Life is not rational; it is just mad and full of pain. Do not seek the because - in love there is no because, no reason, no explanation, no solutions. You are a sexual angel, but you're an angel just the same. You are a narcissist. That is the raison d'etre of the journal. Journal writing is a disease. But it's all right. It's very interesting. (Anais Nin, Henry and June) Wed, 23 Jul 2008 19:06:39 -0000 Mon, 21 Jul 2008 08:54:42 -0000 Jai Guru Deva Om... http://images.oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/logo http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com 100 100 all bitches go to hell... "Is Thera really taking care of this production???" Just because you're the f*ckin client so you have the right to point your finger on me-the weakest person in the team- and blame me for something which is actually not my f*ckin fault??? Hey boss, I thought this suppose to be a team work!!! I thought I've told you about everything that we all need to know about this publication? I thought you call this company 'a good school to learn'? How dare they saying that I'm not taking care of this stupid project! I'm working my ass off, killing my precious time and idealism for their stupid marketing strategy!!! I am a talented and ambitious writer! I am an artist! I appreciate life more than you guys appreciate your fancy cars and luxurious apartement! Can't wait to get the hell out of here.... you bitches go ride your jags and limos to hell! http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/288/all_bitches_go_to_hell... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 08:54:42 -0000 The Crims - The life of a criminal Halo teman-teman... klik link ini dooongggg!!! seru deh buat menyalurkan hasrat berandalan elo... (dan anda pun beramal $5 buat keuangan gue di dunia http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/links/item/12/The_Crims_-_The_life_of_a_criminal Mon, 21 Jul 2008 07:50:50 -0000 Travian - Browser Game - Romans, Gauls & Teutons dari pada maen plurk. mending maen travian! hehehe... thanks buat indy yg uda ngasi tau gw soal maenan adiktif http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/links/item/11/Travian_-_Browser_Game_-_Romans_Gauls_Teutons Fri, 18 Jul 2008 10:32:34 -0000 wonderbra, wonderbra band, and alice in wonderbra Have you ever tried googling your own name just to find out how famous you are? I have. Instead of finding blogs or reviews about our band, I found other band with similar names. First, it is called Alice in Wonderbra band from Germany: they cover classic rock and roll songs. And the next one, a band called wonderbra (but not my wonderbra) from Italy, also covers classic rock such as Deep Purple. Apart from the similar (and same) names and the oldschool rock sound, we have another thing in common. Guess what, we are all have a female frontman - which I prefer to call: frontlady. Check their myspace and youtube: alice in wonderbra's myspace: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=130289301 and wonderbra band from Italy video on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PyY-o4OasS0&feature=related and their myspace as well: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=172958858 Then guys, should we rename our band... http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/287/wonderbra_wonderbra_band_and_alice_in_wonderbra Fri, 18 Jul 2008 05:23:59 -0000 JAKARTA ROCK PARADE day 3 <a href="http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/282">http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/282</a> http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/photos/album/16/JAKARTA_ROCK_PARADE_day_3 Thu, 17 Jul 2008 05:24:19 -0000 Indahnya Mabuk! Adalah ketika kita berlaku semau kita tanpa peduli keadaan sekitar. Lalu bangun pagi esok hari dan bertanya-tanya apa yang terjadi... Beberapa bulan/tahun kemudian, kau masih berdebat dengan seorang teman tentang apa yang terjadi malam itu... Ahhhh... indahnya mabuk! http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/286/Indahnya_Mabuk Tue, 15 Jul 2008 09:11:13 -0000 melankolisku Kenapa gue kok jadi lebih melankolis? Apa karena pertunjukan MONO semalam? Apa beberapa hari ini hidup gw penuh dengan banyak pertimbangan? Atau karena masa lalu dan masa depan sedang bercampur aduk jadi satu? Melankolis tidak apa-apa, yang penting tidak mellow! hehehe... *senyum dulu ah* :-) http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/285/melankolisku Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:38:03 -0000 ? Di antara sepi aku ada Di antara perih aku sirna Kalau boleh kuucapkan sepatah kata Di sudut ini dia mematung Di antara mendung aku merenung http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/284/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:28:39 -0000 Mimpiku Semalam Ada dirimu yang kupenjara Terkurung dan tak ingin kulepas Kubiarkan kau menderita Tersesat dalam ruang sempit dan gelap Dimana harapan dan impianku kukubur bersama mayat-mayat busuk Kukunci kau di ruangan itu hidup-hidup Membiarkan kau membara dalam kebencian Karena kekebasanmu kuredam Lalu aku menyesal dan membuka penjara itu Membiarkan kau lepas tanpa merasa bebas Karena tersungkur aku dikakimu, menangis, memohon pengampunan dan kasih sayang Meski egois aku, tak ingin biarkan kau pergi dari hatiku Yang sudah berbau busuk dan berwarna kelam, terasa perih dan pahit Bekasi, 14 Juli 2008 **sebuah mimpi setelah malam panjang yang melelahkan http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/283/Mimpiku_Semalam Mon, 14 Jul 2008 06:48:31 -0000 Sejarah musik rock indonesia? Jakarta Rock Parade - Day 3 Waktu kuliah, katanya yang membedakan sejarah dan pra-sejarah adalah ketika manusia kenal tulisan. Sebelum manusia kenal tulisan, disebutnya pra-sejarah... dan setelah manusia tahu caranya menulis, kita memasuki masa sejarah. Jadi apa yang dibutuhkan untuk membuat sejarah? Perang? Deklarasi? Bom atom? Apapun itu, selama hal tersebut tercatat manusia, maka dia tercatat dalam sejarah. Kebalikkannya, kalau sesuatu hal yang penting tidak tercatat manusia sama sekali, maka kejadian tersebut akan terlupakan dari sejarah. Lalu saya belajar sastra, ilmu budaya, dan teori-teori postmodernisme. Doktrin-doktrin yang saya terima mengatakan bahwa sejarah itu bisa memiliki versi yang berbeda, tergantung dari mata siapa sebuah kejadian bersejarah itu disaksikan, siapa yang menulis dan dari sudut pandang apa. Contoh singkatnya, sejarah G30SPKI yang sekarang mulai diragukan kebenarannya... coba tanya seorang komunis (atau x-komunis) yang dibungkam negara, sejarah yang d... http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/282/Sejarah_musik_rock_indonesia Mon, 14 Jul 2008 06:04:52 -0000 WONDERBRA@JAKARTA ROCK PARADE - Rock Lounge Stage Sunday, July 13 despite the fact that there're lots of imported bands canceled their show (and some other ugly rumors too about the eo), we should still come and support the local bands...  WONDERBRA akan bermain di panggung ROCK LOUNGE Stage jam 22.40, tepat setelah anda nonton ADRIAN ADIOETOMO atau THE BRANDALS di OUTDOOR STAGE. Setelah WONDERBRA, bagi yg membeli tiket khusus dapat langsung menikmati MONO di INDOOR stage, dan bagi yg tidak, FLOWERS ready to rock you at OUTDOOR stage. jakartarockparade.com http://www.jakartarockparade.com/images/schedule_big.jpg http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/281/WONDERBRAJAKARTA_ROCK_PARADE_-_Rock_Lounge_Stage_Sunday_July_13 Fri, 11 Jul 2008 08:17:06 -0000 Serangan Klenik Perlahan tapi pasti bisikan-bisiskan itu mulai terdengar... Semakin lama semakin kuat Seperti ingin menyampaikan sesuatu ke telinga tuliku Dia menjelma bagiku seuntai mimpi Bersembunyi seperti singa betina mencari mangsa Siap menerkam saat aku lengah Meninggalkan bangkaiku yang terkoyak Disarangi lalat, dimakan belatung Hanya mataku yang terbelalak melihat Mencatat satu demi satu Tipu muslihat Apapun yang kau lakukan untuk melumpuhkanku... Melekat aku pada tongkat dan gada yang kuat Kemang Selatan, July 12, 2008 http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/280/Serangan_Klenik Wed, 9 Jul 2008 05:31:36 -0000 It's about time... being a jack of all traders but a master of none? waaaay nooo... It's about time I kiss this place goodbye!!! :-D http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/279/Its_about_time... Tue, 8 Jul 2008 11:13:08 -0000 you're busted! someone grabbed "my words" oh well... things like this happen all the time, yes? http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/278/youre_busted Mon, 7 Jul 2008 11:11:45 -0000 The Come-Back of the Metaphorical Maestro! It was 4 years ago, in 2004, when I met 'the great' Ayu Utami at a creative writing workshop. She told us_participants_ that she's now working on her next novel about wall climbers. About 2 years later, precisely in 2006, English Lit department in UI held a literature appreciation event with anti-violence against women theme. Ayu Utami is one of the keynote speaker. As my friends knew that I was a freakin'fan of Ayu Utami, they told me to be the liason officer for Ayu Utami. I had to pick her up at her house (a great opportunity to peek into her living room, which also her personal library. Never had I seen sooooo many books in one's personal lilbrary, full with rare collection documents!) On the way to the venue, I asked about her novel in progress. Why so long? I asked, can't wait for more metaphorical sensation of hers. She said that she want to have the best result, not merely catching up with other writers' productivity. Fair enough, I think. I shall wait for another one or two yea... http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/277/The_Come-Back_of_the_Metaphorical_Maestro Mon, 7 Jul 2008 07:04:18 -0000 Vacancy: Administration and Operations Executive Teman-teman ada lowongan kerja lagi nih... mohon bantu menyebarluaskan yhaaa... kabari adik, kaka, om, tante, nenek, kakek, dan teman-teman... :-D ================================================================ KABAR Media is a growing media company with a diverse portfolio. Urgently required: - Administration - Operations Executive The successful candidate will be bright, enthusiastic, numerate, eager to learn, and highly organized. Fluency in English or other foreign language is preferable. Duties will include coordinating meetings, keeping accounts, and acting as liaison between clients and the media team. Fresh graduate are welcome to apply. Please send application and cover letter to jobs@kabarmag.com or KABAR Media office: Jl. Kemang Selatan VIII No.67K Jakarta 12730 - tlp/fax. 021-7180616 www.kabarmag.com www.kabarmagazine.com http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/276/Vacancy_Administration_and_Operations_Executive Tue, 1 Jul 2008 09:41:54 -0000 Hewlett-Packard Mini Note 2133 Where should I start? I love this mini laptop for its flexibility. Compare to the famous ASUS eee pc, it's 1" bigger and a little bit heavier, but carrying this 1kg laptop that could fit perfectly in my hand bag is not a problem at all for me. As for the design, this laptop is definitely looks maturer than other mini laptop such as eee pc or classmate. Thus, adults can freely use the pc at public places without the guilt of using "for children" product. This is one thing one should know about the pc: the processor is not intel, its is another brand called VIA. I browsed the internet and find this processor interesting for it's commitment to reduce the emission of using the computer. Yes, this is one of brands which use environmentally friendly spirit as one of their marketing appeal. even though it is not "the great" Intel processor, it works very well for starters. I opened a lot of windows yet still work well. A good enough processor for writers and net-surfers. What else? the... http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/reviews/item/19 Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:49:46 -0000 Jakarta ROCK PARADE/ WONDERBRA live @Rock Lounge Stage/ 3rd day-13Jul'08 Wonderbra will share the stage with: ADRIAN ADIOETOMO LEMON TEA BAND D'ZEEK SAJAMA CUT ANDA R.I.O THE AFTERMILES VOX Be there guys... <a href="http://www.jakartarockparade.com/schedule.html">http://www.jakartarockparade.com/schedule.html</a> http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/calendar/item/10004/Jakarta_ROCK_PARADE_WONDERBRA_live_Rock_Lounge_Stage_3rd_day-13Jul08 Wed, 25 Jun 2008 05:16:37 -0000 The Handmaid's Tale I don't want to spoil anything, so I try my best to write this review without retelling the story. First-half of the book is somewhat boring, but I do enjoy Atwood's imagination of how's the world would be like if women were man's property and had no rights to own money and get a job. It is a dystopian novel (To be more specific, it is somewhat a feminist-dystopian novel, which covers political and religius hypocrisy as well), sets near-future in a tyrannical country named Gilead. And as many other dystopian novels, hypocrisy is always the part of the society-in-power. Then comes this last-half part of the book with all the suspenses and ironical symbolisms... I hardly ever put the book away from my sight for it is too intriguing to be left behind (reading the book becomes one of my priorities in my to-do-list these days) What unique about the book is, it mainly focuses on... oh, well, I can't spoil it... but I can tell you what I like best from the novel... it's the way Atwood... http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/reviews/item/18 Mon, 23 Jun 2008 07:44:13 -0000 quotation keren untuk para jurnalis dan penulis... I keep six honest serving men They taught me all I knew; Their names are What and Why and When and How and Where and Who Rudyard Kipling (Author of The Jungle Book) http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/275/quotation_keren_untuk_para_jurnalis_dan_penulis... Fri, 20 Jun 2008 09:52:38 -0000 bentar lagi gila... gue bentar lagi gila... bosen gila kalo semua ini nggak dihentikan segera... kesel gila juga.... karena mereka semakin lama semakin gilaaaa!!! emang, harusnya gue stick sama posisi yang udah nyaman, dan yang lebih penting lagi... udah ketauan kalo gue suka. jadi nggak perlu lagi gue kocar kacir jadi orang gila kaya gini... but well, namanya juga butuh duit waktu itu... but it's okay... karena bentar lagi gue kabur dari semua kegilaan dan kesintingan ini... hohoho. lalu rencana gue apa yahh? hmm.. ini dia... 1. jalan-jalan... kemana aja deh... yg penting jalan-jalan. lebih jauh lebih baik. 2. meluangkan waktu untuk baca buku-buku yang belom gue baca dan menumpuk di rak buku gue. 3. nonton DVD-DVD keren. horeee... 4. cari akal biar bisa mulai bekerja lepas. mulai menyusun strategi jual diri... 5. nulis nulis lagi 6. daftar studi S2... hmmm.... hmmm... hmmm.... :-) http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/274/bentar_lagi_gila... Thu, 19 Jun 2008 10:35:27 -0000 dunia ini gak bener deh... proposal yg lo bikin JELEEEEEK!!!! kalah canggih ama proposal-proposal acara yg dibikin ama pelajar dan mahasiswa sini!!! AND YOU CALL US THIRD-WORLD COUNTRY????? http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/273/dunia_ini_gak_bener_deh... Wed, 18 Jun 2008 04:34:12 -0000 ...dedicated to all the assholes I've met in my life... you are all forgiven... just because I'm in the mood for forgiving... http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/272/.dedicated_to_all_the_assholes_Ive_met_in_my_life... Tue, 17 Jun 2008 11:42:04 -0000 I bought myself a trophy... About a week ago... I bought myself a trophy of all my hard-f*ckin-work for all these 6 months of double job. Yes, finally after a long looong loooooong plin-plan consideration (ASUS eee PC or Compact or A-note or Kohjinsha or axio or mac or....???), I decided to buy the brand new HP2133 mini-note... Yaaaaayyyy...... What good about it was, I cancelled my willingness to borrow some of my mom's money since I managed to save more cash to buy this lovely laptop (She _my mom_ intended to help me buying my new laptop as my belated birthday gift. now since I bought this laptop using my own money, she let me use her visa card to buy a book at amazon.com, thanks mom!) Finally, a trophy for my stressful days and sleepless nights! I am officially drop-dead broke right now but it's okay... it's time for me to gather more money for my next journey... hopefully thailand, or at least pulau komodo... with mini laptop now in hands, i can record everything I've experienced in words... btw... got great se... http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/271/I_bought_myself_a_trophy... Mon, 16 Jun 2008 11:35:13 -0000 bisnis... Teman-teman... Tolong ajari saya berbisnis!!! Apa sih yang harus dilakukan kalau baru mau memulai??? http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/270/bisnis... Mon, 16 Jun 2008 08:50:20 -0000 c'pet m'buh Banyak mendengar kabar buruk akhir-akhir ini... Lalu pacarku sakit... jadi gak bisa ke ulang tahun Michelle deh... Cepet sembuh sayang... :-* http://oengoemeloeloe.multiply.com/journal/item/269/cpet_mbuh Fri, 13 Jun 2008 09:50:20 -0000